in how many years time. will i?

Recently, alot of unpleasant things happened.

i was rather depressed and upset.

I cried alot, almost everyday.

 Mainly because of Rp, competition and studies…

I was really struggling with all my tests and homework.

I had not been doing well at all. And i just screwed up chem today. (-.-)

Even so, i couldnt really listen in class. I just hated studying.

And for cca, jiaolian didnt let me go for competition.

i was upset luh though i know its for my own good.

But i got it over after a day.

Lastly, rp.

I had been torturing myself mentally and physicall because of it

It is the main reason for all my sadness.

 However, today,9th february 2010,

two people changed me.

During goo lesson, she said this

“不管遇到什么挫折，都不可以轻易放弃”

I have heard for thousand of times.

But today it was especially impactful for me.

At that moment, i learnt to let go alot of things and decide to face everything bravely.

I shouldnt give up on myself and let down people who pin hopes on me.

Okay now the second person, who tell me this story.

Seriously, i find it kind of ridiculous at first

because he make it damn dramatic.

But the last sentence leave me very touched.

Really.

The knot is untied.

Finally after so long.

I dont know how long this will last .

But at least i felt i have started to 看开了.

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Before i go mug,

shall have set my early chinese new year resolutions first.

1) i will be cheerful for the rest of this year.

2) i will study hard and maintain 3,5 from next term onwards (no chance for now)

3) i will train really hard for wushu .

4) i will bond well with my new classmates.

5)i will be able to do chao tian deng (forward from last year )

6) i will grow up, mentally (:

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oh ya and a pieces of good news

1) i can scream normally le.

YAY HAHAS.

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okay byes. shall go study le. tmr got test (: jiayous to everyone.

Lastly reason for putting such small font is that

HAHA i know ppl like you will copy paste to read.

teehee love you guys.

Led me on.

This video is seriously touching.

Enjoys kays (:

Anyway yesterday was chingay rehearsal.

It was no easy feat.

hahas i didnt know that we were supposed to do it so many times lo

:O

but to think of it,

the distance  is also not very long

400m- around the same as our track.

but when you are performing,

you will feel that its endless.

regardless we did it anyway (:

cheers to wushu!

I will do another post later on (:

 after yesterday, i get to know myself better.

I’m such a spendthrift. ):

 

I wont say it anymore

I am now lying on my bed.
I just feel like posting before I sleep.
But I don’t really have anything to say leh:o
Hahas

Monday-
-Had Chinese new year rehearsal
-Jiaolian talked to us

Tuesday-
Wulong at the track

Wednesday-
-went for clit
-watched them for training

Oh ya about clit lesson today
It was really really interesting.
We watched a movie called霸王别姬
I will talk abt it another.
Nights.

weeeeeeeeee

hahaha.

i wonder how long i can last.

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fly fly fly to sleep

I know. I know.

I should be doing my clit hw instead of lingering round here.

But these few days are really killing me.

We have trainings everyday.

I AM SO TIRED.

i never get enough sleep ):

cause i cant finish my hw.

and Tmr there is 2,4 run

but it clashes with the psl investigure rehearsal

and i can’t skip it

cause i didnt attend today’s rehearsal at all.

how how how.

i am torn.

(wanted to post some wushu ppl pictures, but im too lazy now )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE LEE TING!

Suddenly i realised that,

actually when we look back at things that happened in the past,

we will be able to find joy from them.

I was reading huixian’s posts in the year 2008.

and i began to miss year one trainings alot.

It was so fun seriously, though tough.

We would always do really hiong stuff

and the feeling when training ends, was great.

I remembered once,

it was a holiday training.

We were late because badminton was occupying the hall.

(and the seniors made me lead warm-up.)

Then, before i could finish the tou bu yun dong,

jiaolian came.

He was like asking me what time we started….

and i said 11.15.

So we were late for 15 minutes.

He made us run 15 rounds around the track.

Horrifying….

But when we run until twelveth round,

he let us rest for five minutes.

Then he wanted us to chieong for 3 rounds with a target to hit.

If not we had to run 6 more rounds.

Now thinking of it,

it was rather cool. hahas

i miss the malan campus

i miss the trainings we used to have.

It is all these hardship that we gone through together, made us a rvwushu team.

Years 2 you all must jiayou and buck up kays.

As a rvwushu team, we shall all jiayous and scale greater heights!

Lots of love to my team (:

ahh i’m late!

(see its your favourite colour,:D  )

When something unpleasant happens,

people usually would try to look on the bright side.

In another word, it is to stay optimistic.

Actually we can do the same by looking at the negative side of whatever did not happen.

Which is be pessimistic.

NVM dont see the difference too . -.- LOL

 REUNION DINNER

One week ago, i was still very excited about it.

Now, abit sian le.

ahh wear what wear what!

One more long week to go

with maths test ):

3L

A very small class indeed.

There are alot of nice ppl there.

Hahas i will grow to love the class soon i guess.

INTERSHOOL COMPETITION

Lets see, one two three…

Three months left.

Nanquan ——10% prepared.

I must really train very hard this time.

Gua mian tui, will i be able to do a proper one this time?

I need to catch back the feel.

LAO GONG WHERE ARE YOU….

will you be there for me this time round?

A picture speaks a thousand words.

Liese—No sticky feeling or gel look

OMG

There is really such thing as fringe extension!

Haha cool Nicole and i were talking about it today. XD

But then, according to most sites, its either like the fake bangs Chantal wore last time

or get a professional to help you do it.

I cant imagine doing that to my hair (:

hehe

I’m in a super a good mood now.

I always feel HIGH after i bathed. teehee

Today was Mdm Ong’s first chemistry lesson with us.

and she made us stayed back in the afternoon already.

She makes me feel damn stressed de but she is a good teacher.

So must ren~

AND i really think i cant run anymore.

My knee injury is back again.

We didnt even run 2.4 lor.

But super super pain until i cant walk. Sigh

Oh ya one more one more thing!

Sally and yuanning said that i changed le.

Become more gentle. HAHAs

Must be under the influence of nicole.

Okays byes

Her Fringe (: